6.0 There's the rub
Oct. 9th, 2011 11:01 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no_fastolfeIt was certainly not a medical coma in any way. It was like sleep-- a long, untroubled sleep, with elements of physiological stasis to prevent muscular decay and other unwanted bodily functions.
I nearly wish I hadn't woken up. This ship looks like a dead world and the archives are full of fear and missing people. I can be no help, could have been no help. I would rather have gone on sleeping.
[Private to Sherlock after some backreading]
I am not redeemed and continue to have no idea-- or urgency to find out-- what the terms of my redemption are.
[Filtered to inmate-buddies-- Rinzler, Rhade, Dracula, Rassilon, Rex]
You are well, then?
[Infirmary filter and Sherlock]
I am going to need the services of a mentologist. I would like to discuss options for medications. It became extremely apparent during the involuntary honesty flood that my mental state is not what it was at home, and that I have had little success controlling my reactions to stress.
[Here's where pride intersects awkwardly with some kind of vestigial empathy] However I am hardly in dire need, the situation is still largely under my control: I realize that the infirmary is short staffed and there was a concern of injury resultant from the barge phenomena.
I nearly wish I hadn't woken up. This ship looks like a dead world and the archives are full of fear and missing people. I can be no help, could have been no help. I would rather have gone on sleeping.
[Private to Sherlock after some backreading]
I am not redeemed and continue to have no idea-- or urgency to find out-- what the terms of my redemption are.
[Filtered to inmate-buddies-- Rinzler, Rhade, Dracula, Rassilon, Rex]
You are well, then?
[Infirmary filter and Sherlock]
I am going to need the services of a mentologist. I would like to discuss options for medications. It became extremely apparent during the involuntary honesty flood that my mental state is not what it was at home, and that I have had little success controlling my reactions to stress.
[Here's where pride intersects awkwardly with some kind of vestigial empathy] However I am hardly in dire need, the situation is still largely under my control: I realize that the infirmary is short staffed and there was a concern of injury resultant from the barge phenomena.
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Date: 2011-10-09 07:37 pm (UTC)I am. I have a made a brief report regarding the current situation, I can include you on the filter, if you wish to see it.
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Date: 2011-10-09 07:49 pm (UTC)Please. I have seen no contact for some time from several of my acquaintances and any information would be appreciated.
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Date: 2011-10-09 07:55 pm (UTC)I shall do so, then. I find it all rather concerning.
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Date: 2011-10-09 07:59 pm (UTC)How unpleasant. How arbitrary and unbearable! I fail to understand how anyone can continue to argue that this place might be rehabilitative.
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Date: 2011-10-09 08:04 pm (UTC)The only argument seems to be that it has worked before. Why it has worked before, I really don't know.
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Date: 2011-10-09 08:02 pm (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2011-10-09 08:06 pm (UTC)But how, pray tell, do you desire me to involve myself? I have a few potential projects among my acquaintances but they are not intended to be for the good of anyone but ourselves.
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Date: 2011-10-09 08:10 pm (UTC)Ah. How can you involve yourself. [Claps hands together]. I'm so glad you asked. It has come to my attention that inmates are required to help out in some capacity on the barge. So... any preferences as to your new job?
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Date: 2011-10-09 08:13 pm (UTC)Nothing involving food or treating people. Are there positions in the laboratory? Even the engine room, while my concentration of studies has been largely logic based I have a rudimentary understanding of mechanical and mechatronic principle.
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Date: 2011-10-09 10:01 pm (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2011-10-09 10:13 pm (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2011-10-10 03:00 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2011-10-10 03:32 am (UTC)Your instincts, they guide you to this? I could not-- I could never taste another person's skin or blood. It is vile.
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Date: 2011-10-11 12:45 am (UTC)How long have you been awake?
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Date: 2011-10-10 12:52 am (UTC)But you have good news?
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Date: 2011-10-10 02:00 am (UTC)[Infirmary and Sherlock]
Date: 2011-10-10 03:37 am (UTC)[There's a little horror in that last bit. She doesn't like Crane and she's on edge just asking in the first place-- she's projecting a calm front, trying to find her center again, but the stress is under the surface, just waiting to burst out in another tantrum if she can't leash it.]
Do you have mentologists on staff? I am afraid I know of none.
[Infirmary docs and Sherlock]
Date: 2011-10-10 02:52 pm (UTC)The testing goes without saying, especially with your health issues.
We don'tn have a psychologist per say, just people like Owen and myself who've had some training. It's not my area of expertise, but I'm willing to listen and try and work through this with you.
[Infirmary docs and Sherlock]
Date: 2011-10-10 02:58 pm (UTC)And I appreciate it, doctor. But for reasons quite clear after the recent flood, it may better that I speak to someone with whom I have a greater emotional remove.
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From:[Infirmary docs and Sherlock] Spam or assume?
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