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no_fastolfe) wrote2011-10-09 11:01 am
no_fastolfe) wrote2011-10-09 11:01 am
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6.0 There's the rub
It was certainly not a medical coma in any way. It was like sleep-- a long, untroubled sleep, with elements of physiological stasis to prevent muscular decay and other unwanted bodily functions.
I nearly wish I hadn't woken up. This ship looks like a dead world and the archives are full of fear and missing people. I can be no help, could have been no help. I would rather have gone on sleeping.
[Private to Sherlock after some backreading]
I am not redeemed and continue to have no idea-- or urgency to find out-- what the terms of my redemption are.
[Filtered to inmate-buddies-- Rinzler, Rhade, Dracula, Rassilon, Rex]
You are well, then?
[Infirmary filter and Sherlock]
I am going to need the services of a mentologist. I would like to discuss options for medications. It became extremely apparent during the involuntary honesty flood that my mental state is not what it was at home, and that I have had little success controlling my reactions to stress.
[Here's where pride intersects awkwardly with some kind of vestigial empathy] However I am hardly in dire need, the situation is still largely under my control: I realize that the infirmary is short staffed and there was a concern of injury resultant from the barge phenomena.
I nearly wish I hadn't woken up. This ship looks like a dead world and the archives are full of fear and missing people. I can be no help, could have been no help. I would rather have gone on sleeping.
[Private to Sherlock after some backreading]
I am not redeemed and continue to have no idea-- or urgency to find out-- what the terms of my redemption are.
[Filtered to inmate-buddies-- Rinzler, Rhade, Dracula, Rassilon, Rex]
You are well, then?
[Infirmary filter and Sherlock]
I am going to need the services of a mentologist. I would like to discuss options for medications. It became extremely apparent during the involuntary honesty flood that my mental state is not what it was at home, and that I have had little success controlling my reactions to stress.
[Here's where pride intersects awkwardly with some kind of vestigial empathy] However I am hardly in dire need, the situation is still largely under my control: I realize that the infirmary is short staffed and there was a concern of injury resultant from the barge phenomena.
[Infirmary docs and Sherlock]
The testing goes without saying, especially with your health issues.
We don'tn have a psychologist per say, just people like Owen and myself who've had some training. It's not my area of expertise, but I'm willing to listen and try and work through this with you.
[Infirmary docs and Sherlock]
And I appreciate it, doctor. But for reasons quite clear after the recent flood, it may better that I speak to someone with whom I have a greater emotional remove.
[Infirmary docs and Sherlock]
Alright. There's Owen and the Doctor for that.
In the meantime, I can just be a friend and offer tea.
[Infirmary docs and Sherlock]
[She sounds relieved. ]
[Infirmary docs and Sherlock]
[Infirmary docs and Sherlock]
[Infirmary docs and Sherlock] Spam or assume?
[Assume? Vas will be broody and awkwardly friendly and occasionally offensive?]