I hope that you have more respect than to suggest that I believe her nonsense has any relevance in real interaction. She thought she could justify and codify her abnormal altruism by proving that such an approach would thrive even in her horrific environment. Her games were a coping mechanism, when faced with horror and threat-- she was driven to delusion.
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I only wish to see them run in a binary, idealized environment-- the only place in which these rules and games are relevant. It should purge the pattern from mmy head.
Admirable as her aims were. I'm not going to lie to you. I think ultimately she would have failed.
However I don't believe the purging will work as well as you desire. The only true way of knowing would be to live it out. A simulation is always going to be secondary to the truth. Failure, or success, in a manufactured environment is not proof.
I don't believe the effects of the past few days can be so easily erased.
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Date: 2011-08-27 05:00 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2011-08-27 05:15 pm (UTC)[Pot? Kettle]
I only wish to see them run in a binary, idealized environment-- the only place in which these rules and games are relevant. It should purge the pattern from mmy head.
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Date: 2011-08-27 08:46 pm (UTC)However I don't believe the purging will work as well as you desire. The only true way of knowing would be to live it out. A simulation is always going to be secondary to the truth. Failure, or success, in a manufactured environment is not proof.
I don't believe the effects of the past few days can be so easily erased.
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Date: 2011-08-27 09:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-08-27 10:03 pm (UTC)[Do you want to spam it or assume? I'm happy with either.]
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Date: 2011-08-27 10:34 pm (UTC)