Honestly, from our interactions, and the information in your file, I'm not sure the issue is a moral one. Particularly considering your responses during the flood. You show a far greater degree of self-awareness than I expected my inmate to have.
I would like you to recognise your paranoid delusions for what they are. Likewise your prejudices and your racism. I'd like you to see yourself for what you are, and know that whatever it is? It's not something to be ashamed of. We cannot change who we are Ms Aleina. We can simply accept and move on. I am not a hero, nor a 'good' person. I have been called a psycopath, that's technically incorrect, a high-functioning sociapath is more specific. But the fact remains I am not the most well balanced, morally or emotionally healthy individual. Yet the Admiral chose me to be a warden. He considered me to have the tools at my disposal to bring another person to graduation.
It's not about fixing you, it's about allowing you to see yourself... Which was presumably the drive behind the misguided flood.
On that point, something that came up during the flood. Have you come across the term 'asexual', before?
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Date: 2011-10-09 10:50 pm (UTC)Honestly, from our interactions, and the information in your file, I'm not sure the issue is a moral one. Particularly considering your responses during the flood. You show a far greater degree of self-awareness than I expected my inmate to have.
I would like you to recognise your paranoid delusions for what they are. Likewise your prejudices and your racism. I'd like you to see yourself for what you are, and know that whatever it is? It's not something to be ashamed of. We cannot change who we are Ms Aleina. We can simply accept and move on. I am not a hero, nor a 'good' person. I have been called a psycopath, that's technically incorrect, a high-functioning sociapath is more specific. But the fact remains I am not the most well balanced, morally or emotionally healthy individual. Yet the Admiral chose me to be a warden. He considered me to have the tools at my disposal to bring another person to graduation.
It's not about fixing you, it's about allowing you to see yourself... Which was presumably the drive behind the misguided flood.
On that point, something that came up during the flood. Have you come across the term 'asexual', before?